Tis' the season to be Thursday
[First post of the blog and it's a winner I promise]
I want to start by acknowledging some people who create blogs like this one for personal reasons and enjoy expressing themselves to the public. I for one, could never get personal on something like this. I'm very much like my father when it comes to wondering what people WILL think of me and what people ARE thinking of me.
Fuck it.
Recently (the past couple of months) I more or less have been opening myself up to myself. Learning what I want and learning what I can and can't have. It aint hard for people to make mistakes in life, we don't learn lessons by doing everything in a correct fashion. Having said that, I guess I feel pretty knowledgeable in the life-lesson category for a twenty-year old 'stud'...BOOM! In all honesty it doesn't take much to hurt me, I've said it a thousand times and I'll say it again; I bruise like a peach. Fuck you, don't touch me. The beautiful battle of brother and sister was never a good one for me, that little copper headed wonder would know exactly what to say and all I could do was slap, bite, punch, push or kick her. Words have always done things to me, I would rather get punched 100 times (just not the face) then get called fat-ass or faggot in one sentence. Anyways, back to my point of learning lessons, I'll always be the "nice guy" in life and do anything for anyone if I think they deserve it. I usually read someone for about 0.01 seconds and understand what they deserve from me. I then give. This is the part where things get tricky, once the reading is complete and I've made my move in life for that person there can only be two possible outcomes:
- That person completely deserved everything I gave, appreciated every second of it with a simple 'Thank you Vince' and I feel even happier to be apart of their life or..
- That person has simply abused the "nice guy" factor in order to gain fifteen more minutes of self-absorption, put it in their pocket and continued to collect from the next sorry bastard that falls for their "friendship".
It's funny because this happens in all kinds of relationships, straight, gay, bi, domestic, exclusive, long distant, etc.. there will always be the "nice guy" and most of the time he will usually get royally raped in his bum hole, but HEY I'm not complaining. Just more lessons to learn and more people to weed out, they will soon learn their life lessons, unfortunately with double the bum hole rape and triple the penetration. Ou gurl.
Totally deleted Facebook a couple of weeks ago. Ummmmm I'm free? Fucking right I'm free and free of all 800 creeps down the street that I don't know who can sit naked at home, view my one profile picture and continue to inbox me saying "Hey, I'm looking at your picture and you look familiar. Have we met before? Anyways your cute. Add me? xo". FUCK OFF! I understand that a serious part of society today and our urban culture is run by a social website called Facebook but seriously I'm done with it. Seriously? Seriously. Looking to contact your friend Vince? Call or text message me via cell phone. cooooooool.
I'm not a loser because I don't have Facebook and yes one day I will probably ponder about getting it back but right now It feels so liberating and fresh to have an entire social media history of pictures, comments, status' and 'likes' just completely erased. You should probably try it out.
AND
Because I'm a recovering Facebook addict, I now read! For the first time ever I skipped to the library the other day and picked up some booksss. Book no.1: The Power of Now, Book no.2: A New Earth, both by Eckhart Tolle and Book no.3: Born Liars by Ian Leslie. Everyone should probably be reading Tolle's books, they are very true in life and really do give you a strong understanding of how your mind works and basically teaches you how to turn it off whenever you want, teaches you to live in the now. The human mind can kill you and everyone around you faster then a blazing bullet. Fierce. I haven't gotten to the 'Liars' one but I can probably guess I'll enjoy it just as much...
OK that's me updated and fresh feel free to follow this blog if you want, I don't really care to be honest and do not expect this shit to be weekly because I can guarantee you it wont be that often. The only thing that will be frequent is some music posts where I will feature some serious fuckin' beats; sets, tracks, artists, experiences etc.. going to be good.
OH YA - I quit smoking weed. 1month & 4days today :) NOT stoned!
Peacin' Luv,
-V
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